Barry Tillman's (site editor, OWC Founder) Path To Wholeness and Holiness
My theme song is Joy to the World
I am a circle maker and keeper
I am totally tough on Jewish Elites, if you believed what I believe you would be too.
You won't believe the arrogance of our official royalty class. Holy Crap!! are they smart!!
I am trying make something of my Jewish community equal to our greatest teachings only.
I love the parts and groups in Judaism who are gentle creative peacemakers who can think to solve.
Frederick Douglas taught me respect
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"every living being knows what hozho is...... ....undeniable beauty....praising creation for all its brilliance.... you are a sacred song that brings the diyin dineheh the gods to their knees in almost unbearable ecstasy.........hozho is remembering your own beauty" -Lyla Johnston |
hozho is the prayer that will......
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I believe the worlds' older cultures have the values and teachings
we all need to consider to reinvent America and beyond.
I am not a trained writer, I'd love some feedback or editing help.
we all need to consider to reinvent America and beyond.
I am not a trained writer, I'd love some feedback or editing help.
I was born a rich white childMy mother Linda Ellen "Cutler" Tillman told me “Anything is possible” and “You can do anything”.
My father Jeffrey Alan Tillman told me to “mow the lawn, that’s why I had you”. “Read” was his official last word to me. He wanted me to lead changes in the way Jewish people contributed to world affairs. He suggested I become a clown or a rabbi (teacher). I regret I wasn't a greater blessing in his life. My Grandmother Ruth said “Health is the most important thing”. My Grandmother Marsha showed me how to wake up and clean the house and how to get what you pay for. My Grandfathers were decent hard working men. I lived far from them. They didn't trust doctors. My family is of British, Polish and Romanian Ancestry and we’re Kazarian Jews. (It seems 1200 years ago a kingdom of intelligent traders, warriors, storytellers, and artists who may have had origins in Turkey but had recently returned from Mongolia to the Caucausus Mountains made a deal with Middle Eastern "Jews" to learn their ways, instead of becoming Catholic or Muslim.) I believe much of Judaism was for purposes of creating a management class for healing the world in the name of God. Jewish history is confusing, secretive, humiliating, hilarious and often debatable. If you wondered if Jews secretly run the world, I believe it, although at the top it is less about our people one god and more about a few families enjoying power over. Jews will be in hot water again if we don't make better use of our resources. Wait til you here my views on Christianity. Jesus, of course is just all right with me. My spirituality now reflects inputs from several continents and ways. It can be summed up with my belief that "everything is made up". I was born in New Rochelle, NY where tons of greedy billionaires live who operate such things as the New York Stock Exchange(first product sold was human slaves), Securities and Exchange Commission(covered for ponzie scheme thief Bernie Madoff) and the Federal Reserve System(the private bank which controls the American economy). My father taught me to believe that something had to be done about the powerful elites in my tribe who might be rationalizing the selfish consumption of the world instead of healing it. At least one third of Jews are leading the holy war against the global elite pirates who are mostly not Jewish. When I was young I was influenced by superhero cartoons like Superman Captain Caveman and the Wonder Twins. I felt traumatized and unhappy about my life and the world seemed corrupt. These cartoons made me daydream of far out possibilities for how I could serve this creation positively. At age 6, on July 4th, 1976 (after really loud fireworks and hippy music) I decided to commit my thinking to how to change the world for the better. Joy to the World played on the radio. I never stopped plotting to create one strategy to gather the best and brightest, capture everyone’s attention, and prove that cooperation and love was the best way to do things. To get away, we moved to Alabama at age 8 and Tennessee at 16. I got kind of fat and lazy. I had ADHD and a touch of "bi-polar" etc.... but was unwilling to get help. I was very awkward. I attended Jewish summer camp at 13 in North Carolina with some really amazing human beings with big hearts, creative minds and ambition. Some of the children came from highly educated and successful families. One of the youth in my cabin was the son of the president of NBC and his brother went to university at age fourteen. They were often smart and rich. I decided this group was able to invest someday to serve radical world healing . I was an exchange student to Mexico at 15 where I learned about Quetzal Coatyl(Father Sky and Mother Earth). After high school in Nashville, TN where I somehow became the Student Body Treasurer and became a salesman and small business owner, I went to Israel for a year where I made some prayers from the highest point in Jerusalem which, I have been carrying ever since. I got left out of opportunities in the Jew world because I had a distrusting attitude. I regret not being more disciplined. I was often insecure and arrogant too. I spent 5 weeks running through Europe with friends. It was awesome, I love meeting diverse people and cultures. After going north to Albany, NY after Israel, I opened two successful restaurants called “Mild Wally’s” in 1991 and by the end of 1996 I sold out when I realized I had become sick. I was a visionary but thinking poorly, my diet was bad, people kept robbing me, I was a victim and emotionally stuck and hooked on coffee and cigarettes. I am not proud of my people who are racists and supremacists who are tormented by greedy principles laid out for them. I am proud of the undercurrent of holy Jews who will soon be allies with all revolutionary and healing movements. We are busy cleaning up our jewhouse but we can't do it without the whole world helping us to conquer, change, and gather most of the jewhouse holdings to redistribute to those who have suffered while we have been secretly running the whole show usually not actually out front or getting our hands dirty. We also led much of the interesting innovation, trade, media, construction, war and development of trends. Do not underestimate Jew influence, especially the Jews who run the Council on Foreign Relations which is installing Trump creating a profitable world war giving the worst devils on Earth a chance to move borders, rename territories, kill enemies and screw up Mother Earth even more than they have. In the 13th century, Jews in Israel decided the purpose of the Jewish People is "Tikkun Olam" meaning "the repair of the world". I am of the part of the NewJew Tribe fully committed to the repair and healing of the world but Jews are at war with ourselves for the future version of life on Earth. I love my NewJews and I depend on them to lead the war against the relatives who need saving if acceptable. We NewJews love all humans as being equal children of the Creator. We believe we are all equally responsible to give our lives for the cause of a clean and beautiful Earth for our children and their children. I can't believe I'm saying this online. Ultimately it is fake spiritual secret societies that rule over the Jewish Community, the Jews themselves are often used and killed by these entities. |
More Honest Bio
After helping my mother run her new pawn shop in NYC for two years I was ready to get away from NYC, get some space to grow up, heal, and begin a course to become the man I would need to be to get involved with world affairs. I had little training. Deep inside I knew I was working towards something big but it didn’t make sense to people, I didn’t care, I thought I was spiritually guided and would reach my goal. I did realize the vast amount of people and organizations who were also working to change the world. Native American influences attracted me most. I attended Sweat Lodge ceremonies(1998), Native American Church Tipi Meetings around 2000 and around 2003 I started sponsoring Tipi Meetings. and then Sun Dances beginning in 2004. Most of my thinking requires I partner with Indigenous Peoples at every opportunity. I went to California and experimented with couchsurfing and drugs and got lost in possibilities. Back in NYC, a Tazmanian Shaman let me sleep on his floor and work in his "jubbs longevity" restaurant while teaching me how to “take personal responsibility for the genesis of peace on this planet”. He asked me to suggest to others they do the same. I helped open a health center and was the host of a Manhattan Cable TV Show called Natural Wellness. I got Lyme disease at 33 while making tipi poles in New Jersey for a new tipi for Friends of Brook Park in the South Bronx, New York City. At a conference for new media projects called “Vision Quest Live” sponsored by Good News Broadcast, I got myself invited by Robert David Steele Vivas to present the Department of Peace Legislation at the worlds’ foremost open source intelligence conference theme was Peacekeeping Intelligence. The Peace Alliance is working to create a Department of Peacebuilding in the United States and in all governments. It essentially was the crossroads of the U.S. and world intelligence community, those who were busy corrupting it were present and scary, and convened by those trying to fix it(Robert Steele). I could not believe how many brave individuals existed in government who were trying to stand up to the corruption in the DC(Beltway Bandits), even while the corrupt parts were trying to hide in the same room, unbelievably scary and inspiring. This was speaking truth to power, and they remember. I was in way over my head. Robert Steele, an extremely rare public servant, paid the bills for my guests The Nonviolent Peaceforce who got an offer to sit down with the State Department but they turned them down. It’s an interesting story but essentially I used the presentation to speak truth to power about what I thought was wrong in the US Government and who was responsible to fix it(the audience). My final words of my speech were “and somebody needs to get the Mossad(Israeli Intelligence/Military Cabal) out of the US Government, Thank You”. So I may not be able to get back into Israel because there were many Israelis in the room. I wore a traditional Jewish hat just for the speech. The context for the speech was Main Smoke for the Rothschilds. I have a friend who can bring me to the leader of the Rothschild family when it's time to approach. I am aware of the parts of my tribe who were manipulating events and nations in Europe to their favor. These same elites I believe were steering the French, Spanish and English Governments and provided them the guns and gunpowder to colonize Turtle Island which they had visited with the Vikings several hundred years earlier. They also may have been steering the Catholic Church since its inception. The same Catholic(means Universal) Church that provided permission and the reasoning to conquer and kill the First Peoples of Turtle Island if they would not convert. I believe Columbus, the cotton plantations and the slave trade was mostly Jewish. I recently joined AA to deal with marijuana addiction and related barriers to my personal wholeness, I regret it took me so long but you can expect me to finally flower into a circle keeper for world servants. I dropped coffee , tobacco and weed on Feb 23, 2016 and now doing hot yoga 2-3 times per week, seeing a therapist and working part time while I prepare to grow this. I was a man without a tipiIn 2007, I purchased a 44’ Dine` made tipi and negotiated to put it up at the following years Peacekeeping Intelligence event in Maryland (right outside the hotel, with fire on the ground, unbelievable) while I was negotiating with the National Congress of American Indians to use the tipi with us at a DC Hotel, the whole event got cancelled in it’s 18th year. Maybe the prospect of the unified body of the Native American community getting that close to some of the bravest intellectual revolutionaries in Washington scared the CIA who started harassing Robert around that time. Robert is ex CIA but I trust him and will fund him to lead in this circle.
WE were involved with The Occupy Movement, “We are the 99%” and respect the work of Idle No More. We have a fiscal sponsor called We, the World which has a great vision. They are connecting hundreds of organizations trying to work together trying to focus it all. The bad and good forces today are combining advanced technologies with crowdsourcing, robots, Artificial Intelligence, 3D Printing, nano technology and synthetic biology in new and potentially dangerous ways. Barry Tillman was verbally given permission and/or blessing to use the Grandfather/One World Circle world peace tipi for spiritual, cultural, even political transformation by Grandmother Margaret Behan Red Spider Woman(pictured at left) at a small event dedicated to healing the Sacred Hoop in Massachusetts about 8 years ago. Margaret is one of the members of The International Council of Thirteen Indigenous Grandmothers, Margaret ‘Red Spider Woman” Behan from Montana.The tipi was used once for a ceremony in Oregon on the winter solstice 3 years ago at a womans prayer space dedicated to Agnes Pilgrim. The site is where terrible wars were fought between retreating Natives and the Evil Invaders on a road called Dead Indian Memorial Road above Ashland, OR.
The head of the Grandmothers Council, Grandmother Agnes Baker Pilgrim has advised me at times and is interested to participate with a healing ceremony in Times Square, NYC when it comes together. How One World Circle came to life In 2014, WE finally got a set of 22 poles completed. One pole is a flag pole. They are 60’ long averaging over 200 pounds each and are stored in Maine with their Penobscot maker. The tipi is stored with a professor of rhetoric for social change movements in Bellingham, Washington. It got a blessing from a Dine` man who apparently stewards a mountain in Jerusalem, Israel.
I lived many places and did many things. I put up many NAC tipi meetings. The tipi is so blessed if I can man up and start using it. I could go on and on but rather I'll probably answer any reasonable question you might have to qualify me as your partner in world service.
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